I want to scream but my voice fails me! I want to act like nothing has happened but a part of me says 'deal with it' . I feel like I can go on in denial but the reality is she is not going to bb or text me or call me or hang out again and that is reality! Reality ... Life is so transient so temporary so unpredictable and yet plan we must for the uncertain tomorrow, a tomorrow that we all must say 'if tomorrow comes'