My dear Ij, it's so hard to accept that you've left this world, but I have to believe that you've gone home to our Lord. Why oh why so soon? We can ask till eternity but really only He knows. He gave you to us, and He has called you home.
May your sweet, gentle and oh so generous and loving soul rest in the bosom of our Father.
I love you my dear friend, I am forever grateful I knew you and I'll miss you always.